Wednesday, September 9, 2009

为什么人家可以这样的幸福!!!

随着时间流势,好快就已经是9月10号啦!不知不觉我已经在这个有山又有水,空气又好的土地,还可以称的上是一个世外桃源的好地方“金宝”逗留了大概三个月了。回想起在我第一天来到这里的时候,我什么都不懂,谁也不认识,就这样傻傻的闯进了我就读的大学里头。哈哈!!!但是有些时候会回想起这一些点点滴滴的回忆,仿佛可以让我慢慢一步一步的迈向我的未来,因为这一些的事情都是陪我走过我一生的路程,还可以让我慢慢的成长。

这个星期六就大考了,紧张和担心的心情越来越沉重,仿佛就是放这一个计时炸弹在身边,它虽时会爆炸的那种心情,真的很担心。为了下个学期不要在看到这一些课目,我每一天都在逼自己读书,希望可以得到一些比较好的成绩。

在旁晚5点多的时候,我housemates他们约我去夜市场逛街,因为我们都打算明天下厨来煮几味拿手的小菜品尝品尝!哈哈。。。过后,我们就去吃我很喜欢的“碌碌”。感觉不错的哦!

到家不久,我们又打算约对面的朋友一起去吃晚餐咯。真的爱吃。。。唉哟!

过後呢我又继续我读书的旅程咯!!!
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在读书的过程中,我突然间在想为什么人家可以这样的幸福?所以我就这样拿了这个话题给写了在我的部落格咯!我说的这一句话是否是我在妒忌别人,羡慕别人或者是自己太满意自己呢???哈哈! 开了个玩笑!!!

幸福可以代表很多东西,它可以是富有上的幸福,友情上的幸福,爱情上的幸福,家人上的幸福等等。就竟幸福的定义是什么?但是我个人认为幸福的定义是在于那个人怎样去珍惜现在他拥有的东西,就是幸福。

在我身边有小部分的朋友都觉的他们现在不满足,不幸福。我觉的啊我们拥有的东西就是我们的幸福咯。要学会满足咯。哈哈。。。不要羡慕别人,要拥有就要付出,加油吧!

完毕!

Monday, September 7, 2009

今天不知道明天会发生什么事!!!

很快又到了凌晨3点钟,不是张志成的“凌晨3点钟哦” 哈哈!!!废了一下

今天一整天呆在家,没有半步踏出门外。天气闷热的今天使我混身不舒服的在客厅里读书,而我的Housemate 微婷就坐在我隔壁在看她的电影。在读书的过程中,我不断的在为我的排毒系统排出更多关于水分的毒素,简单来说就是小便咯!哈哈,因为天气的问题我灌了一瓶又一瓶的清水,我不想在考试接近的时候倒了,所以就喝多一点水咯! 又废了一下!!!

刚才,我跟我的朋友(Steve,taizi, tzeling, huihui) 在makmak店喝茶!当中都是谈一些废废的话题,因为这些话题都已经成为我们班的日常话题咯!不能改变。哈哈!!!

但是,当我们准备要离开的时候突然mango (莉莉)在我们的面前走着过来。然后,mango(莉莉)就跟taizi谈了一会儿,突然mango(莉莉)给我看了一个令我感到很惊讶讯息,在这个讯息里面题到的是她们的感情真的变了。所谓“今天真的不知道明天会发生什么事”因为在前天我还在安慰着这个可爱的mango(莉莉)但是今天她却告诉我已经变了,一切都变了,都以经成为过去了。可爱的mango(莉莉)就让它过去吧!

当我会到家的时候,本来想signin MSN看一下Mango(莉莉)有没有上网,如果可以的话顺便可以陪她谈一下天好让她不要胡思乱想哦!她有上网但是可能是睡了吧没有回复我喔。然后,为了可以安兴,我就打了一通电话给她的housmate问一下mango(莉莉)有没有在房间呢,灯有开着吗?然后,他说没有开灯喔可能是睡了吧!过后,我就叫她的housemate不要打扰她咯!就这样我才安心哦!因为我都不想我朋友会有什么事情发生哦。

mango(莉莉)希望你不要气累,一定会有更好的,是吗?

完毕!!!

Sunday, September 6, 2009

思念是一种病也是痛苦的日子

我相信在世界上每一个人都有它门的故事,感动的,悲伤的,快乐的,这些故事同同都是可以令我们思念或回忆而另到我们成长必要的过程。我知道有一些回忆可能会连想起一些不开心的事,但是很多时候是因为这些元素令我们成长。所谓的成长就是令一个人改变到了另一个境界。而我就是其中的一个被人改变了。

刚刚看了我朋友mango(莉莉)的部落觉得我这个朋友陷入一个烦恼的状态,因为我这个朋友是一个喜欢从思考中学习,可能这是一个很好的学习态度,但是一定要看是在哪方面咯!昨天,我朋友跟我说关于她的故事,我只好在聆听一个含着怀疑和担心的故事。

怀疑=她怀疑着她的感情是否变了?
担心=她担心感情改变会怎样呢?

在这个时候身为朋友的我必定要伸出我的手在安慰她和跟她解释咯!哈哈!!!所以,正如我所说的故事是可以改变一个人从开心到不开心,从坚强变脆弱!另一方面,也可以令一个人从地下爬起来。重新阵作!!! 真的很矛盾!!!

为什么我会说我也是被人改变了? 因为我曾经很爱的人竟然在我们之间出现问题而导致分手收场,我就在这个是后改变了我, 但是反而令我成长。

所谓,“经一事,长一智” 这个成语是对的!!!
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今天,我和我的housemates一起去吃晚餐,是我驾车载它们去的,当中我的朋友跟我说关于他的朋友因为失恋了,在他家哭。我朋友就跟我说男人失恋不应该哭的,最多来个自闭两个月吧!为什么要哭呢?这个可能是一个大男人主义,但是可以学会坚强。所谓“拿的起,放的开”才是一个成熟的男人。看又是一个改变!

本来今天打算是要去钓鱼,听到很开心,但是我朋友(AH LIEN)明天要考试,所以不能去了!可能明天吧!!!

完毕!!!
在此祝各位朋友变得快乐过每一天

Friday, September 4, 2009

played mahjong with my housemate!

i have 2 days never wrote blog, i am very tired in the past 2 days as i hang out with my friend and came back at midnight as a result the sleepy make me cannot write the blog. haha...However, i still as usual in the past 2 days that nothing special happened. In yesterday, after my class finished i went to have a dinner with my classmate but it is in the purpose condition because whole classmates say that want to celebrate birthday with "Covey" which is one of my classmates in my class and the most active person in my class.
Unfortunely, she get sick yesterday which make her no appetile to eat and just want to have a fruits only. very pity o Covey anyways wish you all the dream come true ok?

After we finished the minor birthday in restaurant i invited Shirley and Felix go to "westlake" chit-chatting. We stay there about 1 hours and the half than we decided go to eat "lok lok" haha...Shirley this person is the first time to eat "lok lok" that located along the side of the street. I'm so suprise to heard that because never eat that once before. haha..."mango", "mango", "mango"!!! once we finished to eat we go to travel kampar one round than we went back home. After that, i invited my housemate and my neighboor to play mahjong until 6am today. It is very excited but too bad i lost money yesterday. haiz...not syok!!! haha...just kidding only gambbling have win but also have lose right if always win who gonna play with me haha...

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

happiness steambot day!

today i wake up at 11.30am something, after i wake up for a while i found that i very hungry.Therefore, i used to be have a cook as usual to serve as my breakfast before i go to class at 4pm. since i know that my class at noon but i decided go to the university early as i want to forming self-study in library until 4pm only go for the english class. During the english tutorial class today, there are fewer students attended to the class which appoximately 10 students only. I also find that very enjoy in the class during the teaching process but suddenly there have a student who sat behind me is doing something which can absolutely consider as a child or kid because he try to argue with the tutor althought he understand that he is doing wrong in the class. what he doing in the class? He try to write down the answer in the desk so the teacher asked him why you wrote the answer in table. He claimed that i just want to fully utilize the desk provided by UTAR only. This kind of attitude is really really "bullshit" somemore they try to fight on us stated that "we are study smart not study hard" which is indirectly shooting for our group.
however, today i find it pleasure in the night time because my friend invited me to go his house to have steambot with them. They was prepared plenty of food for the steambot while waiting for us arrive to her house. thank you my friend to have a wonderful steambot for me because i already long time did not eat steambot. As a result, the steambot make me very full.haha...After finished steambot, me and my friend are gathering to have conversation among each other while singing the favor song as well. happy!!!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

enjoyable day

today is a common day like last time...i wake up in the morning eh...eh....eh...not morning is almost entering noon...because the time i wake up is closely to 12pm, sorry about that because tired yesterday..haha.Once awake i used to cook myself to serve as my lunch before i go to the tutorial class every day until night only i go to have a dinner with my fellow classmates.
I think today is a quite enjoyable day since the bar list was released so that i no need worry that about the attendance problem in class. once the tutorial class finished i decided go to library to form a self-study for my "advertising and promotion" subject. i almost finished study and view the hints of A&P given by MR LEE THIAM CHYE, i try to understand the issues that cover in the topic that wish can memorize all the points in the notes during the examination because i really scare i will fail anyone sudject taking in this semester. "GOD BLESS ME"!!! when i was came back from lirary the time is around 6pm before that i go to Tesco purchase my food and bevarage due to my "Maggie"finished stock in my hostel here,haha!!! Today dinner i take with Taizi,Tzeling and Steve. We are making joke as usual because every time when we hang out the particular aimed target is Tzeling.haha...very thank you Tzeling give me so much of "pleasure"not "pressure"hihi...thank you!!!tomorrow still got english tutorial class don know whether go or not go because that class really boring and seldom people attend to that class. however, i suppose to go for that english class because i wanna go to library after the class end. i'm so conflict right?haha... somoremore, i really wanna say sorry to "felix"which is my classmate waiting me at my hostel over half an hour because he want to take his motorbike back from my hostel but i went to have a dinner with my other classmate. sorry felix!!! sleepy already...good night!!!

Monday, August 31, 2009

first time to create blog

today is my first day to create the blog over here. initially, I don know how to create the blog in wedsite. therefore i want to special thank you Covey to teach me how to sign up the blog in wedsite and the way how to use the blog.thank you "Covey"
i'm very pleasure to which i can write down the message either the good or bad feeling in my life. But i think that there is many negative feeling in my life, about what? financial problem? family problem? personal problem?No no no...i was living under the quite moody feeling in the past few month as I was broken with my most caring gf in the past few months ago,the dating period for me and my ex-gf is approximately 1year long. i really don't understand what's wrong i did for her? don understand...??? Althought i know this love affair between me and her was pass somomore i know the event pass mean pass no need to recall back. however, sometime i cannot control myself to think about her in whatever moment or time just because we have been doing some memorable thing among of us that cannot replaced by somemone else. i understand that this might be a childish thinking but sometime i really cannot control myself to think about her. The events or things performed by me and her is often passby my brain maybe this is a good memory between me and her. Besides that, even i hear some familiar song like Mariah Carey-"Bye Bye", Jordin Sparks-"one step at a time, Leona Lewis-"better in time" these are the song that involving in the begin of the love story for us. Anyway, i will keep this good and sweet memory until last long forever in my life.

I think it is a time to put this affair aside because i understand i'm already step in the university life to become a student so i already set my own direction to successful get the certificate of degree. Due to the final examination is coming sooner, everyday i also have to study,study and study hopefully that able to get the flying color result when the result be released next month. Last 2 weeks i was revised 2 subjects which are "QT" and "CB" today revision subject is "A&P"i think tomorrow still have to revise for the same subject after the QT tutorial class.

Eventually, i must to keep on telling myself "life is full of color" don be upset. i have to chase toward my desire dream in my life in order to become a idealist man. WOW!!! Aiyo,sleepy already i want to sleep. good night!!